It may seem that I'm bailing on this whole issue( I would say at this point, yes I'm tired as hell of banging my head against a wall) but I have 4 great kids and I'm not getting any younger I don't see them much and that is my intent to pursue some quality time with them before I die.I've done my time in hell as far as I see it the writing is on the wall.So I guess Jim has to step up to the plate when something you've done for so long is not enjoyable any longer.For me I don't need anymore depression in my life and even before I got hurt I found myself dragging my butt out there to fish, that started the wheels turning.All of you are great people and I think your exceptional for what you are doing but all good things must come to a end.I'm quite limited at what I can do now physically so that is why I made my decision all I can say is Thank God I have a right side of my body because the left is shot. lol