Those of ya's who know me know I have been a prisoner to work lately....start early in the day, don't get done till late night........for the last 90 days I've felt like a prisoner....
I have tried to get out fishing no less than 10 times, and each time failed.....

It doesn't matter if the fish are there or not...I just need to be out there for my sanity.....I have been feeling very down....without that ability to wet a line in the salt....and maybe jump on a rock or two....it's in my blood, I need it........it feels like a piece of me dies inside when I can't get out there....

Also spending money like water...sometimes hundreds every day.....and having trouble sleeping at night worrying about the financial picture.....